I don't like some of the things that are happening, but what can I do?

Popping the EK balloon.

Why do the bad things always seem to happen to me? Did I do something really bad?? When will fate stop poking fun at me and leave me be??? Sembreak is much more disorienting than any hellweek I've encountered. It is sooo stressful.

I went to EK just this Monday and when my friends and I got there, IT WAS CLOSED! HAH! That was suppose to be the center of our 3-day outing, and IT WAS CLOSED! Murphy's Law anyone?

Had this funny conversation with a friend:
Me: All my relatives are in some other country. Christmas won't be as happy anymore.
Don: Bakit naman?
Me: Eh pano, less gifts na.
Don: Ah, so yon lang pala habol mo?
Me: Hindi, I meant di ko na sila mabibigyan ng gifts kasi wala na sila :D It's better to give than to receive diba?
Don: Sabi mo yan ha, maghihintay ako ng gift galeng sa iyo sa pasko!
Me: Pero diba sabi mo rin it's the thought that counts? Kaw nagsabi nun sa car. So kendi na lang ok na.
Don: Haha, naisahan ako doon ah..

disclaimer: That's what I recall of the conversation over dinner. I'm not saying it's accurate down to the words, but that's pretty much the gist of it.

Anyway, if may magpupunta EK, please tell me.. sama ako!! And sama ko rin yung iba kong friends whom I promised a trip to EK too. I owe them that after the big letdown.

Missing people

Some things are driving me crazy. The boredom!! Gahhh!!

Anyway, things are "ok" I guess. Right now I'm trying out something.. it doesn't seem to be working though. Nevermind. *sigh*

Do you know that feeling of wanting to see or talk to someone, but somehow you can't? It's easy to say you miss the person, but missing someone isn't as simple as missing them and not missing them. There are multiple levels to it. There's the shallow level of, "oh, I wonder how he/she is doing.." Then there's the type where you really would like to see the person. And some extremes wherein the whole world seems to disappear from under your feet, inch by inch, as minutes and hours and days go by without seeing the person. And between those examples, an infinite number of ways of missing someone. *sigh* I just can't put words as to what level I'm in, but I'm guessing it's deep enough to drown in if it continues...