Saturday, July 01, 2006

Very nature

I should be happy.. very happy. Although there are still a lot of unclear things, at the very least there are things I can be happy about.. so I should be happy.

But my very nature is working against me. Why must I be a pessimist and a worrywart? Why must my confidence be so damn low? I really can't help it, but this is eating me out.. and it's making me seem demanding...

But I should change. I have reason to change. For once in my life, there is a perfect reason to change.

I will have to change.

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