I don't like this season. Every year during this time, an unsettling feeling washes over me. Every year without fail, I come face to face with a feeling of heaviness. Christmas is the one time during the year that it becomes painfully evident what my life has become.
Unlike any other season, Christmas is the one that's most ironic for me. A season of hope and joy, of giving and loving... yet my life is a staggering opposite. Especially now. This particular December is one I will always remember. Not because it is happy, but because this month has taught me a lot of lessons, some of which are breaking me apart to learn. I need to learn. It's tearing me inside.
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