... now I know why I got that 0.8/10 in my class recitation grade. It became all too evident during that one occassion. Who knows, I might even get a job as a statue because all I do is stand around and do nothing especially when I should be doing something.
That was the reason I had a bad day a few days ago. That wasn't the sole reason though, but that was the trigger. It seems that every single bad moment in my life had built up and crashed into me, sort of avalanching out of control. Maybe I should say I had a relapse from 4 years ago. Anyway, I lost control. But that rarely happens.
I really wish I'd spoken more. Maybe I'd have a better life worth living, than this one. Curse you silence, my constant companion.
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so whatcha gonna do about it? you always have a choice :D
what do I do about it? what CAN I do? NOTHING... as usual...
if that's the only thing you can do, then i guess that's that
Yeah, that's that...
... every single time.
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