Saturday, June 11, 2005

Socials

Another experience to write about. Another instance where my brain fails to flow freely. I should have a lot to write about, but I can't think or decide or come up with a nice enough flow of thought to write. The act of actually organizing thoughts into coherent sentences seem to jumble them up all the more. But I'll try my best.

Let's see..
I'm in this state wherein everything is a haze; surreal. Something like a high, but not quite. I seem to get this everytime I go on an overnight or an event where I meet a lot of people. Or both. Coincidentally, I just came from such an event. Who would've guessed. I already have a theory as to why it happens. One, maybe it's the lack of sleep I get on an overnight event. Two, maybe I just get overwhelmed easily when I meet up with people, much more so if there are a lot of people. After all, I didn't get that much exposure before. I'm not saying that this state is bad. It actually is good, I guess. From my perspective at least, it makes me unwind on work, but at the same time, another facet builds up. Oh well, everything has to balance out anyway. This "haze" might disappear in a few days, or even as early as tomorrow. I don't really know. It'll go when it does.

Information overload? Yep. Too many names to remember. Too many names to connect to faces. Too many faces to recall. To many of everything. But it's all fun. I'd rather have trouble remembering faces and names than not having anything to remember at all. As I said before, the more friends I have, the better off I should be.

I thought I was an introvert before. Maybe I still am; I doubt it changed. But even introverts need to have people around them. After all, people are social beings.

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