Sunday, August 14, 2005

A bit unsure

Something's bothering me, but I'm not quite certain if it should or shouldn't. I can't trust my reasoning right now because it's not working properly. Here's where my pessimistic view of the world around me has got to stop clouding everything; every action, every word, everything said and left unsaid..
It's quite difficult when the mind's a mess over something like this. Basic decisions become hurdles and simple questions grow to some life-changing size - even if deep down you know it's silly.

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I recently encountered that word again, a word that I should have forgotten a long time ago. In a perfect world, no such thing should exist, but this one is far from perfect, and that has troubled me as of late. Especially now..

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