Torpe..

I remember this song that Mic introduced me to last year. He said then that he had a perfect song for me, all the while grinning mischievously. So I listened to it. But as soon as I heard the first few lines, I realized that I made a mistake in agreeing to hear it. It really was a heavy blow to my ego, having a song, made by someone, that completely describes my situation and goes about telling me what I already know, and yet am afraid to do. Anyway, here's the song:

Torpe Song #5
Kung di ngayon kailan pa,
Bukas o makalawa
Baka pa makawala pa
Naiparating mo na ba,
Naihayag mo na ba
Nakapagtapat ka na ba, ano ba?
Di n'ya malalaman, di mahuhulaan
damdamin mo
Kung di sasabihin,
Kaya nga't sabihin mo na
Maypa tulatula pa, di naman nya nabasa
Baka pa matulala ka
Pag may ibang pumorma mauunahan ka pa
baka mag mukha kang tanga, diba!
Di n'ya malalaman, di mahuhulaan damdamin mo
Kung di sasabihin, kaya nga't sabihin mo na
Sige na, lakad na sugod na baka mawala pa
Kayang kaya mo yan
Sige na, lakad na sugod na kapal mukha na
Kayang kaya mo yan
Sige na, lakad na sugod na, baka sagutin ka,
sana nga oh sana, kayang kaya mo yan...

I was really surprised because EVERY line was so real to me.. well maybe not the part where it says, "kayang kaya mo yan.." Hehe. I still don't believe I can do it.
Stupid memories, can't even leave me in peace..